tagal q n ding hnd nakakapgblog...hehehe..i've been very busy this year so i thought of having a year ender blog for the year 2007...=]
There were really a lot of changes that happened to me this year...some were good and some were bad...but it's all worth it 'coz i've learned so many things about life and about myself that in a way made me more matured...
hahaha..i don't know where to start...humhum...hrap pala pg mtgal k ng d nkkpgblog...ang hrap mggather ng ideas!=p
well..gn2 n lng ccmulan q s birthday q!=D
February 05, 2007:
This was my 18th birthday..I was quite sad that i didn't get to celebrate my debut but it's alright coz my beloved classmates were there and they surprised me on my very special day!=) Thanks to Raynette a.k.a. "Cuz" for being the mastermind of this surprise for me...hehehe..i was really touched that day...thanks sOooooo much!(^_^) and to my beloved 2ca1...thank you very much!!!(",) * i love you all!
~ hirit lng: akala q dti pg 18 ka na ang laki talaga ng pagbabago pero hnd q nmn nrmdman gano un...hehehe..feel q ganun p dn aq like before cguro naging a bit matured pero knti lng...hehehe..at tsaka upto now kc d p q ng-aaral mgdrive but at least i'm legal now...haha!=p
April - May 2007
Ok naman ang summer q 4 ds year..it wasn't the usual summer that i had when I was in high school...ito na cguro ang summer na hnd q makakalimutan kc 1st time e2 na makasama q yung mga blockmates q s isang overnight...yung outing sa bulacan was really really fun and talagang pag-uwi q e masaya pa din aq kahit pagod na...naging bonded talaga ang ca1 d2 and nabgyan ng chance makausap ang mga dating hnd nakakausap..it was a chance to open up with everyone at pagkatapos ng outing na e2 mas lalo talagang napamahal ang ca1 sa akin...(^_^) salamat sa inyo! next summer ult ha?=) *no sleep moments..bangag..and takutan moments sa bulacan!* hehehe..d q tlga makakalimutan yun pati ang "power sleep nila tere"...go go go!
E2 dn pala ang summer na mejo naggagagala ako kasama ang mga frnds q from hs and college kaya d xa ganong boring hehehe..mdmi aqng nksma sa iba't ibang lugar...may mga taong cnamahan aq at may mga taong cnamahan q nmn...madaming bonding moments at syempre buhay na buhay nnmn aq sa gabi dhl nocturnal aq kaya ang gnawa q ay ngdvd marathon at nanood ng mga korean and taiwanese drama!!! It was during this period that I watched "Goong" or "Princess Hours" and "It Started With A Kiss"...ang masasabi q lng e sOoooooper sayaaaaaaah tlga ng summer na e2!!!=>
June - July 2007
Mejo hnd maganda ang pasok ng school year na e2 s akin...ang daming magulong pangyayari ang naganap...hehe..and dami rin problema, misunderstandings, tampo, and everything n ata ng worse n pwdng mangyari sa akin e nangyari ng period na e2...it was tough kc sobrang affected talaga aq...there were really many crying nights and i didn't feel like going to school...bsta mdming pangit n nangyari kaya d q n kekwen2 pangit kc e...hehe..=]
August - September 2007
Mejo masaya din ang months na e2 kasi e2 yung pumunta kami kila ron..inuman...kain..kantahan and pchuran...syempre during this period ang birthday nila Ron, Raynette, at Lou...and dun nila cinelebrate un sa hauz nila Ron...sooper sayaah kc ang dami namin almost buong ca1 ata nandun and syempre masaya din ako kasi successful yung ginawa qng surprise for rayne and lou and I know that I made them happy on their special day...e2 dn pala yung 1st time na tinamaan ako ng matindi...uminom kasi kami ni John ng Generoso ata un inubos namin yung akala naming konti na lang na natira at grabe sobra umikot ang mundo q s hilo..wahaha!=]
September to December 2007
During the last quarter of the year sobrang mixed na ng feelings q...kasi ang daming nangyari...syempre una yung Mark Strats namin na 1st event na natest yung unity and cooperation ng 2ca1 as a class..though hnd kami ngchampion dito masaya pa din kc ng-paid off lht ng hrap sympre malaking tulong ang leadership ng aming very responsible naming president --> si "Sexy Memeng" hehehe...=) tska latter part ng year..i mean December naman yung broadquest namin and ngchampion kami dito!!!(^_^) hehehe..love you all!!!=)
Outside the school naman nagkaron ako ng third family..at syempre yun ang "Power Plus Center"
Dito aq nag-22tor...masaya dito kasi maganda yung environment...i met new people and new frnds...madami ding tawanan moments kahit na may mga times na dapat seryoso kami...hehe..=] nag-eenjoy talaga ako dito kahit na minsan sbrng pagod n q at the end of the day kaya nga hnd q e2 magive up e kasi masaya ako dito...=) isa pa mabait yung head namin ..si teacher nida..wla kang macocomplain sa kanya and mababait at enjoy dn kasama yung mga co-assistants kong sina teacher ailenette and teacher justin...(",) "Teacher" kasi tawagan nmin s center kaya mejo nasanay na kaming ganito as a sign of respect s loob ng center...hehe..=] ok din yung mga nahandle qng students...pinakahindi q makakalimutan is si "Gabe" or "Han" dumugo kasi ang ilong q s kaka-english s kanya..haha!=p jowk! pero napakabait ng batang e2..nkk2wa yung pagkamakulit niya and malambing pa...sabi q nga s bez q gusto qng magkaron ng younger brother na tulad nya o kaya sana magkaanak ako ng tulad nya...hahaha..sobrng future ba??:D
Syempre hnd q dn makakalimutan ang mga sobrang makulit at pasaway na sina James and Fulbert...grabe mang-asar ang mga e2 pero masaya nmn kasama!=] wla nmn makakatalo sa pagiging sooooper frndly ni Charlene and makwen2 tlga xa...ang daldal sobra pero mabait nmn xa and enjoy kausap...hehe...thanks sa inyong lahat!!!(^_^)
~~~~Ayan tapos q na ang recap for the year 2007..hnd pa nga yan kumpleto e kasi feel q may mga bagay din aqng nakalimutan na and isa pa nakakapagod na mgtype ah...so message na lang ang susunod q d2...hehe..~~~~~~~
My Message:
First of all, I want to thank the Lord for helping me to make it through this year...sobrang daming nangyari and all i could do was to pray and ask for His guidance and help..I know God was with me everytime that's why during this latter part of the year I wasn't that worried about everything anymore and things has become peaceful and silent...it was good and I was happy...
To my high school bezzies, Lala, Leigh, Jacklin, Regine, and Trixie...thank you very much for being there always...I know isang text or tawag q lng, anjan n kayo agad para makinig sa mga pour outs q...and for keeping ourselves in touch thanks too!
At sa mga bezfrnds q pang iba...magparamdam naman kayo and let's meet..miss q na kayo!(",)
To my Power Plus family, I'm grateful to have you all and it really feels good to have new frnds...kayo yung naging new part ng life q for this year..sana mas matagal pa yung pagsasamahan natin...thanks tlga! *love you all!(^_^)
At Syempre to my ca1 family...thanks for the frndship and for the memories that you gave me...may two years pa tayo so let's try to become closer pa!(",) gusto ko maging parang family na talaga tayong lahat...thanks for understanding me..my temper, my attitude, my character, my words, and my actions...sana hnd kayo magsawa sa akin...=) i'm sorry for being quiet/silent this school year...you know i've been through a lot and thanks for the love and care...thanks for being true...=>
Pacific, thanks for being always there for me kahit wla tayo sa ust ikw yung una qng natatakbuhan and narereach....hehe..thanks for listening and for ur wonderful advices...sobrang dami mo ng ngwa for me...thanks tlga for everyhting! let's keep this going..you're my best friend in UST...love you!(^_^)
To Me-ann, Nico, Kristianne, Vanie, Ron, adn Dartz...i'm so happy at naging close q tlga kayo ds year...sana mas maging close pa tayo next year! thanks for the company and for the frndship!(",) Me-ann, sis tayo forever!!! love you sis! thanks for everything!=) Kristianne a.k.a. "Pot", you know everything that's going on with me...thanks sOoooo much! love you pot forever!(",) Nico, dude thanks pare!!! Dartz, gay! G! haha!=p thanks dn! Vanie malandi!=] jowk! thanks dn! Ron, my koya! thanks for the advices and for being my older brother...hehehe..=]
Kila kevin at rigel a.k.a. conrad..salamat seatmates!!!=) ang sayaaaaaaah nyo katabi at kausap...enjoy talaga! daming kalokohan and kalabitan moments...haha!=p
* Sa mga iba pang taong hnd q nabanggit dito...sorry..ang haba na kasi e...pero thank you din sa inyo sobra! I know alam nyo na kung sino kayo....=)
Sorry sa mga taong nahurt q, nagawan ng mali, nagtampo sa akin...at sa mga misunderstandings...sorry din...i'm just human...hehe..=] sana napatawad nyo na ako...
At sa mga tao namang nakahurt sa akin..kalimutan na natin yun...napatawad q na kayo...=) peace! let's start anew! haha!=]
"May mga taong nawawala... may mga bagong tao ring dumarating..pero lahat ng taong dumating at dumarating sa buhay ko, maikli o mahabang panahon man ang pagsasama...hinding-hindi ko kayo makakalimutan at mananatili kayo sa aking puso magpakailanman..walang makakapalit sa lugar ninyo sa aking puso...salamat sa lahat..=)
"Sa mga taong nandito pa din para sa akin hanggang ngayon, sana'y hindi na kayo umalis at wala na sanang mawala...salamat!(",)
=======ang dami kong gustong gawin ngayong bagong taon..madami akong gustong baguhin sa sarili ko...mga dating paniniwala na gusto ko ng itapon..gusto kong mamuhay ng bago at maging mas mabuting tao...
==========sana'y matupad lahat ng pangarap ko...hehehe..=] gusto ko matutong magkorean at pumunta ng Seoul!=p bukod diyan madami pa akong gustong gawin...ilang buwan na lang at mag-19 na ko...paghandaan niyong lahat ang aking kaarawan at ang mga regalo my friends wg kalimutan! haha! jowk lang!=p==============*******Sana'y maging maganda ang taon ng mga DAGA sa ating lahat at matupad ang ating mga pangarap...pakasaya tayong lahat at huwag kakalimutang magpasalamat! enjoy everyone!!!! Have a blessed, prosperous, and happy new year!!!
pgkagcng q ngyng araw, nagulat aq at 11:30 am na...hnd kc aq sanay n late n nggcng...dhl n2ng mga nakaraang buwan kinelangan qng gumising ng maaga dhl s dmi ng aking kelangang gawin at mga responsibilidad na kailangang harapin....hehehe..=p
nung mga hapon 1 to 4pm, as usual nasa sshs (St. Stephen's High School) ulit ako dahil e2 ang sched ng rehearsals namin for the upcoming anniversary concert...well, well, well..wat can i say? ganyan tlga ang buhay ng artista masyadong bc...dming pictorial, commercials, and photoshoots...hahaha! ang feeling q na!=p c Mr. Chinggoy Alonzo nga pala ang isa sa mga trainer namin dun...hehehe..
masaya yung rehearsal kasi andun c SLEEPY HEAD e....ang cute nya talaga! mtgal q n din siyang crush e mga 2 years na...hehehe..he's like 3 or 4 yrs. older than me ata e...i didn't bother to calculate it...haha!=p basta masaya na kilig kasi ilang beses talaga kming ngkktinginan..minsan nga gusto q ng mkipg-usap s knya e...xa dn nrrmdaman q ganun...hahaha! tae ang feeling q na! pero seryoso, i can feel it....weeee! lagi namin siya pngttwanan nila lala at edong e kasi dati antukin siya...pero cute nya mukha siyang bata lalo n pg gusto nya yung actions namin sa rehearsals..enjoy n enjoy nya talaga at nkk2wa siya ang saya2 niya na parang bata...hihihi...
kaya sa yo SLEEPY HEAD, salamat sa pagpapasaya mo sa akin..pag nakikita kta every rehearsals, u really don't fail to make me smile...thanks for the kilig moments...d m lng alam, pero pinapasaya m ko...=)
aun, after rehearsal...i went home na, supposed to be mgMOMOA kmi whole family, pero tinamad ako e....hehehe..kaya sb ni dad next week n lng....very well...hahaha!=p pero umalis pa rin cla ni mom, ngsimba and cguro ngdate cla....and mga 8+pm na cla nakauwi e...aun..initriga q pa cla s blog q..hahaha..nung pag-uwi q, yung feeling q bored talaga s hauz...pero 22o nmn kaya nga ayaw q mgstay s hauz hangga't maari e kc sooooper bored talaga aq...so gnwa q nanood muna tv, pnanood q ult yung lake house s hbo...tapos ng-unli aq s globe at kinamusta lht ng nsa contacts q...aun mejo mdmi nmn dn ngrep....so kitikitxt aq! hehehe..nkakamiss dn pala mgtxt..minsan masarap dn n mtgal mong hnd gawin ang isang bgay para mamiss m un, tapos pg gnwa m n ult, maeenjoy m talaga at mararamdaman mong masaya ka....^_^ dun cguro nagsimula lahat...nag keep in touch aq s mga kaibigan qng matagal q ng d nkakausap o nakakakwen2han...pgktpos nun, nagsawa n aqng mgtxt, ngOL naman aq para mgchat..mdmi dn aqng nkchat....ang sayaaaaah pala talaga ng gn2ng feeling! kaya i was really catching up with all the people around me....(",)
sa lahat kc ng nangyari sa akin ds 1st sem, naging tahimik at mejo anti-social na tao ako...lht alam q ngtaka s aking biglang pananahimik at pagiging malungkutin...pero cguro normal lng un, kelngan tlgang pagdaanan...maaaring madaming tao din and hindi nakaintindi sa aking biglang pagbabago...ngunit may iilan din na alam kong naiintindihan ako...ayaw lang cguro nila akong nakikitang malungkot....hehe....kaya sa lahat ng mga taong nag-aalala sa akin, salamat sa inyo!=) don't worry, i'm slowly rebuilding myself....cguro s pgdting ng 2nd sem...makikita niyo na ang masayahing esfrey at ang namimiss niyong kakaiba qng tawa....(",)
sa lahat ng aking butihing mga kaibigan, maraming maraming salamat!!!!(^_^)
alam niyo na kung sino kayo....=)
ngayong sem break, wala talaga akong nakahandang plano kung paano q iispent ito..hehehe...pero bahala na si batman at darna...basta gusto qng mag-enjoy at maging masaya! kelngan qng mamaximize ang time na ito...alam kong mabilis lang dadaan ang sem break kaya wala dapat akong sayangin na panahon!=]
may mga ilang ideas n q s mga pwede qng gwin ds sem break at ito ay ang mga sumusunod:
magturo ng mtg lessons kila Austin at Andrew sa Power Plus! (tamang-tama i need money! wahaha!=p)
magtranslate ng episodes ng The Hospital at The Invincible Shaolin! (money again!)
gumimik wid hs frnds!
pumunta s the block at gbox! here i come!=)
catch-up with friends' stories...(",)
learn something new..? (guitar lessons or driving lessons..? hmmm..pg d natuloy next break n lng! hehe...)
mag badminton with friends!
watch movies and play arcade with college friends!
go to quiapo to buy dvds! wahahhahha!=p
magsulat ng kanta..? (matagal q ng gustong gawin e2...just couldn't find the time...)
listen to music....more music!
download the new songs!
yan cguro muna sa ngayon...pag may mga naalala pa q n mga bagay n gusto kong gawin which alam kong madami pa..ipopost q agad dito para hnd q naman makalimutan...hehehe...nag22tor n nga pala ako...masaya yung may bago kang friends n nakikilala, lalo n yung younger sa yo, ang kukulit kasi e....hehehe...=)
sa mga estudyante ko sa Power Plus Center:
Charlene, James, and Fulbert - mga 2nd yr hs students, salamat sa napakadaming kwento at pangungulit..nakakatuwa kayo...tawa ako ng tawa dahil sa inyo..pinapasaya niyo ako....salamat!^_^
kay Justin, ang isa pang assistant ni teacher nida aside from me, salamat sa pakikipag-usap sa akin..lam qng tahimik kang tao at mahiyain pero kinakausap m pa din ako habang sabay nating sinasara ang power plus center..masarap kang kasama...sana lang maging madaldal ka na...pero ayos lang dn at least ngayon marunong ka ng makipag joke at hinihiritan m pa q ng mga banat m ah...hehe..ang fonny mo!=p salamat sa ilang beses n nagkakatinginan at nagkakahiyaan tayo dahil hindi natin alam ang sasabihin sa isa' isa....ang masasabi ko lang e.... "GWAPO MO!'" wahehehe....
kay Darius at Gabrielhan, mga batang tinuturuan q, thanks for being makulit...just stay cute and makulit! ang lalambing niyong mga bata..ang bilis napalapit ng loob q s inyo...mahilig talaga ako sa mga bata e....i love kids! kaya enjoy aqng 2ruan kayo...ang cute nyo at ang lambing pa...pkiramdam q mga bunso q kayong kapatid..sana pg nagkaron aq ng anak in the future kasing-cute, kasing-lambing at kasing babait niyo din!(",)
sa Power Plus Center, kay Teacher NIda, at sa iba pang mga tutor na andun:
salamat sa mainit niyong pagtanggap sa akin!=) Power Plus is like my 3rd home na...hehehe...thanks for making me feel that I'm always welcome...matagal pa ang pagsasamahan nating lahat..sana mas maging close pa tayong lahat!^_^
one thing i've learned sa lahat ng nangyari sa akin:
"Just learn to enjoy life and make the best out of it....you have every reason to be happy..and don't worry too much about the problems that you're facing because God won't give you problems you can't handle....=)
'Live life to the fullest! Cherish every moment you have with the people that matters the most...(",)
Thanks!=)
minsan pkrmdm q mg-isa lang ako...uu mdmi akong kaibgan...pg nsa uste aq o nsa loob ng rum, mdmi kming pnkekwen2han at pngttwanan nmga bgay2 s pligid...pero pgktpos nun, pg umuwi n lht at naiwan n lng aq mag-isa...pagdating ko ng bahay...parang biglang naglaho ang lahat ng kasiyahang nrmdman q bago ang mga oras n un...parang malungkot nnmn ako..minsan gusto ko sana kung pwede lang wg n mtpos ang mga araw n masaya ako...kung pwede lang kunin at i-lock sa puso ko ang kasiyahan, ginawa ko na...ayaw ko na kasi makarmdm ng lungkot e..nkkpgod yng gn2...may mga oras kasi na hindi ko na alam ang ggwin q s tuwing nkkrmdm ako ng lungkot...pkrmdm ko ang hina hina ko...ang nggwa ko lang e umiyak...alam ko hindi naman ibig sbhn ng pag-iyak e pagkatalo o pagkahina ng isang tao...pero minsan nkkpgod n ang ganito...
minsan gusto ko na lang matulog at managinip habangbuhay...ngunit alam kong hindi pwede ang ganun, hindi yung ang solusyon s problema ko...kailangan matutunan ko din harapin ito...hindi din naman ako magiging masaya s panaginip sapagkat hindi ito ang riyalidad...lolokohin ko lang ang srili ko kung pipiliin kong mahimlay at managinip na lang...
'madami pa kong gustong sbihin at isulat dito...
ngunit ako'y inaantok na..hehe...pasensya na pow..=)
- Mood:
gloomy - Music:i'm with you - avril lavigne
nakakairita yung init...umaga pa lang mainit na...alam ko hiniling ko na umalis na yung bagyo pero sana hindi naman ganito kainit..nakakasira kasi ng mood e...oh well...hehe..baka naman hindi lang dahil sa panahon kaya bad mood aq early part of the day...ilang araw na din kasi akong kulang sa tulog...ewan q ba kung bakit pag gabi tsaka ko naiisipang gawin ang mga bagay na kinaaaliw ko..tulad ng pagnenet, pgchat, download ng mga kanta ng FOB, Yellowcard, All-American Rejects, at kung ano-ano pa...pag inaantok naman na ako at gusto ko ng matulog, hindi talaga ako makatulog...inaabot na ako ng alas tres at tae! ang sakit na ng ulo q hindi pa din ako makatulog..uminom n ko ng biogesic pero walang epekto...pakiramdam ko tuloy baka sleeping pills na ang kailangan ko...hahaha!=) nagtataka ako kung bakit bumalik nanaman ang sakit kong ito...may sleep disorder kasi ako pero matagal ng nawala yun at ngayon dahil sa pesteng mga bagyong yan at walang pasok...nagkaron tuloy ako ng temporary sleep disorder...kasi naman nung mga panahong bumabagyo e tulog ako ng tulog pag hapon which is hindi naman yung usual...actually, hate kong matulog ng hapon pero dahil malamig at masarap matulog...ayun sige sinamantala ko! hehe...sumobra ata kaya pati body clock q nasira tuloy! aba naman! akalain niyo yun?? may nalalaman na kong "body clock" diyan...ibang level na talaga! hahaha! lolz!=p ayan tuloy hanggang ngayon hindi pa bumabalik sa dati ang sleep routine ko...huhuhu...sana maawa si Lord....hehe...^_^
nway, ok naman yung nat scie at comp..nadalian ako sa test...partida hindi ko pa talaga gano inaral! ang yabang na e nuh? harhar! pero totoo, hindi siya nakakalusaw ng utak...nabadtrip lang aq sa pesteng mataray na bading naming proctor! sarap patayin! napagalitan pa ko! dahil kausap ko yung close friend q b4 siya magpatest..e like duh??!!! hindi pa naman test nun nuh! tapos maninindak pa siya jan na pag di daw tumahimik, hindi niya bibigyan ng test...naku! uminit talaga ang dugo q s kanya! kung di lang siya ang may hawak ng test paper namin e baka pinatulan ko na siya! No one dares humiliate me! wahaahahaah!=p pasalamat na lang siya at nakapgpigil pa aq kung hindi baka inunleash ko na ang "inner bitch" ko! hehehehe...=)
after magtest, kasama ko sila revs at rigel plus my new-found friend, "vin"...ok naman siya, makulit, lagi sila nagtatalo ni revs...ang funny nila! hehehehe..kaya tawa kami ng tawa ni rigel e kasi naman senseless na ang talk nila at wala talagang nagpapatalo between them...nung umalis na c vin, pumunta kami ng tapsi nila revs at rigel..sa heaven's touch kasi kami nglunch...tapos konting inuman sa tapsi...dapat hindi ako iinom pero minsan lang naman e at ngbobonding kasi kaming tatlo kaya sige go! colt 45 ininom nilang dalawa, ako lights lang..tig-isang bote lang kami...hehehe..ayun kwen2han to the max...pero mga 2:40pm umalis na kami kasi may imimeet pa ko ng 3:30pm dito sa hauz namin...pagkatapos magtapsi bumalik sa heaven's touch dahil gusto ni reverie bumili ng Sonny's Donuts! and it was "Sonny's Donuts Birthday!" hahaha!=p in fairness, masarap ang donut nila! hehehe...at may ginawa pang good deed si revs...dinagdagan niya yung pera nung bata na 7pesos para makabili ng malaking donut...bait nuh? siyempre! "emO queen" ata namin yan c rev! simula kasi ng nag-unli ako sa sun at nagkaron ng 1 week na mini-sembreak, nagkatxtxt kami ni revs at ayun naging close na...kaya napag-usapan naming magbonding nitong tuesday (Aug. 21, 2007). =) umaga na kasi nuh...22 na ngayon! hehe....kmusta at di pa ako nag-aaral sa marketing?? yun pa naman test namin today....major pa! hehehe...don't worry, there's no need to panic..coz God will handle it! hahaha! sakit na ng eyes q...natuwa naman kasi ako ulit na magblog dito...tagal ko na din to hindi na-update e....(",)
pag-uwi ko pala ng hauz ng 3pm, nag change outfit lang ako at sinundo na ako ni jennie ng 3:30pm..pumunta kami sa tapat ng hope....dun sa power plus...kasi magtututor ako dun, c jen nung summer pa ngstart..kung alam ko lang, e di sana may summer job ako last summer, may pinagkaabalahan sana ako may pera pa! hahahaha! nway, aun nagpunta ako dun..ok naman ang place...pinag-take ako ng test ni teacher nida...250 items! kaya naman sabaw na ang utak ko pgkatapos! ayan sumakit tuloy ulo q...hahhaaha! pero ayus lang, nag-enjoy din naman ako sumagot ng ganung kahabang test...parang ngtake lang ako ng entrance exam....wahahah! nerd lang e nuh?? hehe...aun after nun, kwen2han kmi ni jen sandali habang pauwi.. tapos iniwan ko na siya sa empire plaza kasi may home service pa siyang tutor dun..naks naman! kinacareer tlga ni jennie! pero nice naman nuh kasi magtuturo ka lang, kikita ka pa! and mejo hawak mo pa ang oras mo tapos napprctice pa ang brains m! o diba! ang daming advantage?? hehehe...
kahapon nga pala tinapos ko yung sa fil pero tae! s thursday n dw ipapasa....napagod pa mata ko dun a?? sana sinabi na lang nila ng maaga...ayan tuloy pagkagising ko mejo namumula ang eyes q...omg! tired eyes! hehehe...tapos kktapos ko lang din gwin nung monday...na parang tuesday na kc 12 midnyt na nun..yung translation na pinagawa sa akin ng kakilala kong dubbing director sa abs...si ahya ryan...ayun bukas makukuha ko ang tf ko...500 per episode xa...2 episodes un so dat means 1000....yes money! haha! tpos pinpgwa n din nya s akin yung s the hospital ni jerry yan from episode 12-28..yes! may pagkakaabalahan ako! dami kong ggwin! o diba npakaprodctive?? kumikitang kabuhayan pa! wahaha! kelngan ko kasi ng pera ngayon, mdming close frnds q ang sunod2 n mggbday at cympre gastos un! dahil bbli me ng gift for them...bkt nmn kc sunod-sunod pa cla?? hahahahaa! nway, auz lang! kaya to! hehehe..ayan masaya na buhay ko! ok na ko...mdming blessings ang dumarating!=) kelangan lang talaga maging positive lagi e nuh...=] naku nakalimutan ko..after prelims nga pala di pa ko mkkpgpahinga dahil ggwin na namin ang skeletal props s nalalapit na major prod ng AA..buti na din at di ako nag-audition for acting kasi at least di ganun kabusy kasi mas magiging busy ako kung isa ako sa mga actors e...tpos yung surprise pa pala hindi ko pa nttpos yung plan, lapit na un...tsk tsk! kelngan kong mag double time! tss! ayan hanggang dito muna tutal mahaba na din naman na tong upd8 q e....mag-aaral na ko ng marketing! yeah boi! wuhoo!^_^
"i'm way too cool for you boy, that's why it will never work..
i'll have you suicidal, suicidal...." hehehe..=)
"maybe it's best you leave me alone...when darkness turns to light,
it ends tonight..it ends tonight..."
'coz I'm the emO pRincess...=)
- Mood:
irritated - Music:It Ends Tonight - The All-American Rejects
Miss you…
Everyday and every night, this feeling I’d fight
Try as I might but I won’t win, I surrender, I’d die
You are winning here alright
Every morning when the sun would shine on me
I’d flash a smile but deep inside
I feel so sad and lonely
I need you here and now
I miss you
It’s crazy to pretend that I don’t think of you
The more this feeling just seems to grow and grow
I miss you
Oh how much longer can I hold on to
Maybe you can come and tell me that you miss me too
Miss you…
All I want is for this love to last forever
You walked away, never came back, oh I tried to recover
I can’t bear it boy alright
When I hear a song that we had used to share
I’ll try as I might to hide the tears, and when the pain is over
I’ll wish that you are near
I miss you
It’s crazy to pretend that I don’t think of you
The more this feeling just seems to grow and grow
I miss you
Oh how much longer can I hold on to
Maybe you can come and tell me that you miss me too
Miss you…
This is my last dance with you
This is my only chance to do all I can do
To let you know that what I feel for you is real
This is the last chance for us
This is the moment that I just cannot let end
Before I know that theres a chance were more than friends
So don’t let go, don’t let go
Make it last all night
This is my last chance to make you mine
I kept my feelings so deep
I kept my dreams of you and me somewhere inside
Although I prayed that you would see it in my eyes
But this is my last chance to say
Whats in my heart before you stay out of my life
And then youll understand the way I feel inside
So hold me close cause it feels so right
This is my last chance to make it mine
Make this dream reality
So close and yet so far
Gotta find a way into your heart
Gotta speak my mind
Gotta open up to you this time
I cant let you slip away tonight
This is my last dance with you
This is my only chance to do all I can do
To let you know that what I feel for you is so real
So don’t let go
Just make it last all night long
This is my last chance to make you mine, yeah
To make you mine
I'm quite happy with the way things are..yes there were still some bad stuffs that puffed up to me this week...but i choose to remember more the good stuffs... umm..w8, I'm gonna continue this later..have to play audition first!^_^
i know nmn mejo expected q n parang alam n nya...kc nrrmdman q dn nmn n alam n nya e....kzo iba dn pala yng mrinig mo mismo s tao...
hehe..shet! nshock aq dun....nbgla me..hehe....d knaya ng powers q.. pero on d positive side, at least ncnfirm q n dn n 22o ang instincts q...haha! naks nmn mern pala aq nun??!! jowk!=p
anyway, nhiya nmn aq s inasal q knina...n bgla aq lumbs ng room....kya sorry...pero un lng kc naicp qng gwin at dt moment.....kc d q lam kung nu ggwin q....gs2 qng mgslta, gs2 qng my sbhn pero ala aqng maicp e.....parang bgla aqng naubusan ng ssbhn...
mdmi aqng gs2ng sbhn..gs2 q dn nmn xa mkausap..pero cguro lng tlga nbgla lng aq knina, kc d q xpcted...d aq prepared...haha! akalain nyo my gnun p plang factor?! pero honestly hnd p cguro aq handang mkpg-usap o pg-usapan ang bgay n un....sna bukas kaya ko na..para maayos q n lht as soon as possible....ayaw q ng ptagalin ito e....para finally mkahinga n dn aq ng maluwag...
nkkpgod n kc...parang since last wk upto now tnadtad n aq ng mdming issues....sbrang nakakadrain..and i want to stop thinking and stop worrying about those stuffs n...kya bka e2 n cguro yng last tym n mgsslta aq bwt s bgay n e2....
and i just want to let go of all the negative feelings that i have inside me....ang bgat kc e...ayaw q n rn ng may iniicp....tma n yng pngdaanan q ds past weeks...mdmi aq n22nan..yes....mdmi ding bgay n narealize...cguro minsan gnyan tlga...that's why i need to be tough..hehe...",)
and about my feelings nmn, there's nothing to worry about..because finally i've decided to forget all about what i feel and slowly try to get it out of my system...haha!=p it won't be easy....but I know I can do it...it may be slow but it will reach its destination...I have to..it's for my own good also....hehehe..but it doesn't mean that I'm only concerned with myself....i have just thought that by doing this, i guess things will become better not only for me but for everyone else also....and because it only complicates things, that's why it needs to be removed.
* at the end of the day, it's the friendship that matters...=)
early part of the day, malungkot aq...feel q wla aqng kwenta...wla aq s mood mg-aral...sbrng tmad q....wla aqng gana...
at -2 pa q s fil...kmzta nmn un?? sbrng down me e...sbrng emo dn.... bsta ang dmi q gs2 ilgay d2 n hnd q maisulat....d q maexpress...
pero yng other half of the day nmn masaya kc nksama nmin c jong!=) sbrng namiss nmin tlga xa!!!^_^
soulm8 q tlga un..kc he knows exctly wt to say s lht ng situations q...and kpg mali n q pngssbhan nya q....which is a good thing coz i know nmn na pasaway aq at tyms e....(nga pla, pntnggal n ni jong nunal nya so ala n syang nunal! hehe...=p)
kelngan maalala q yng mga advice ni jong....i shud keep those in mind....
sb nya wg q dw icpn n mali lht ng gngwa q...n there's something wrong....kc minsan iniicp q lng n gnun kht wla.....
feel dn nya ang klban q d2 is srili q e....kelngan mging focus aq! kelngan iclear q yng mind q....at wg lng s isang tao umikot ang mundo q...
i hav to act kung ano aq...kung friend aq, then act as a friend...and not more than that... and don't expect anything....
try not to think and care too much about some stuffs...do what you want to do, wg antayin ang ibang tao....wg mgdepend n lgi kang yayain
ng mga tao s pligid m..dhl drating ang tyms n hnd....at kung gs2 m sumama then go! don't hesitate! sumama ka by ur own free will.
"Get urself together.. there are other things to worry in life. Divert your attention to other things..it's for the better...it's for ur own good.
Focus first on what's really important in life. Kaya mo yan! I know you. You should not let that sadness take over you. You are better than that. Sometimes you just have to accept the truth. You cry today, then move on tomorrow. Your greatest enemy is yourself." ----Jong---- (",)
Focus first on what's really important in life. Kaya mo yan! I know you. You should not let that sadness take over you. You are better than that. Sometimes you just have to accept the truth. You cry today, then move on tomorrow. Your greatest enemy is yourself." ----Jong---- (",)
- Mood:
confused
pero auz lng masaya nmn ang araw n e2!=) after mg lts, dumiretso kmi s aming hauz....^_^ kasama q cla lou, pcfc, gnela and kirby....
grbe masayaaaaah tlga! tricycle trip! laugh trip! eating trip! laptop trip at videoke trip! knting cam trip ndin! hehe...
fiesta kc s amin 2day tpos nsby p s bptismal ng youngest cousin qng c cheche....hehe..dming tao s hauz.....saya tlga ds day!",)
d q n idedetailed lht ng nangyari today kc d p q ng-aaral and gumgwa ng assignments e...hehe...so cge gtg n! hahahahaha!=p
- Mood:
cheerful
ngpahuli n kmi ni kirby kc trip nmin mgtmbay s absc....lamig e! haha!
so hbng inaantay nming mtpos interviewhin yng iba....lumbs kmi sndali, pumunta s gym dhl may hnhnap c kirbz! wahaha!
then pgblik nmin ngulat aq at may 2mwg s akin....pg lingon q c kuya nico/nycz pala!=) saya q! xa una 2mwg s akin...nkta nya q....hehe..mejo crush q kc xa e... hehe...aun..d q xpcted....now q lng xa nkakwen2han ng mtgal...sarap nya kausap sOoooooper!",) xa president ng ab tunorg ngyn and blak q sumali dun! hehehe....=)
bsta saya mgtmbay s council nina! dming cutie! tpos nkatabi q pa cla kuya nycz at kuya ryan (mr. ab), bro nyo npggtnaan aq ng dlwa qng crush...feel q 2loy ng mga oras n un e ang hba ng hair q!!! wahaha!=p pnggtnaan nila aq e!=) haha! feeling aq!
ang cutie nila! sarap ktbi!!!! wahaha! landi q!=p ang kukulit kc nila nina e....ngkukulitan cla...super funny...twa kmi ng twa....haha! ang sayaaaaaah!=) enjoy dn c kuya manuel e...pinag-aasar aq! haha!=p
sbrng ngenjoy tlga aq ds day dhl s knila! buti pala pumunta me, kc mejo ngddlwang icp aq nung una kc tntmad me pumunta....hehe..
after nmn ng interview..umalis n kmi ni kirbz..nanood kmi ng prctce s gym 4 uaap's opening...UST kc ang host....so far ok nmn yng mga programs n prinepare nila...gnda nmn....^_^
b4 pala kmi mkrting ng gym bumili muna kmi ng food s carpark tpos nung papnta n kmi dun, bgla q nksalubong yng mga pare q s hs....ala ang saya q lng n nkta q cla...actually cla una nkkta s akin e, sb nila c esfrey o..aun....hehe...namiss q cla..kya ang saya q nakausap q dn cla 2day kht mostly e pnag-aasar nila aq! un nmn fvrte nilang gwin dti pa..haha! bka namiss dn nila aq..tska yng mga pangaasar nila s akin..wahehe!=p pngtripan p nila me kgb s ym..adik cla! love q cla! miss them soooooo much!^_^ buti n lng nkta q cla today! hehe....cla ramon, lance, jameson, jackmon, elrich, jonathan..etc! miss them much!=)
- Mood: happy
I felt sick... when I woke up this morning, my head ached so much... ang bgat p ng pkrmdm q....
I wasn't able to get up from bed....haha!=p so is this a psychological effect or what?
hehe...d q n alam...bsta ang alam q lng mskt dn buo qng ktwan...
ksalanan 'to ng prof nmin s p.e., hnd b nmn kmi pngstretching??
hehe...nway, sinubukan qng mraming mgwa s market urself....pero i failed at intro lng ang ngwa q...hehe...
i'm still not ok....but compared yesterday, mas ok n q ngyn.....
msaya aq kgb nung ngym aq....cguro because of my status dt tym at mejo mdming ngmsg s akin....
dey were all asking how i was, if i am ok or wat?
and natouch aq....coz i've realyzed n mdmi p plang tao ang ngcacare s akin.... na i still have a lot of frnds.....
for awhile kc, parang nakalimutan q un....nkalimutan q yng pkrmdm n un....and i was glad n nrmdman q ult un....
anyway, mejo tmad aq mgblog ngyn e....may nrcvd aqng quote knina from a friend.....gs2 q lng ipost at ishare d2.....
* When peter pan saw tinkerbell again after quite some time, he asked: "why did u hav to go away for so long?"
Tinkerbell replied: "u never gave me a REASON to come back.. i was always there when u needed me, but i guess u never showed me
how important i am to ur lyf... now, it's different and now we've changed...but i'm still smiling.."
Peter then asked her why...?
Tinkerbell: "I myself don't know the reason.. it's just that now... it's ur TURN to miss me...." *
- Mood:
indescribable
i don't know if i can still come back....
i hate myself.....
for making other people feel that they're not special to me anymore....
i miss you.... i want our closeness to be back....
but i don't know how.....i don't know where to start....?
i'm sorry for everything i've done.....
i'm sorry for going away..... i would never want to go away from you....
but right now, i don't know i just can't understand why i'm doing the opposite....
please don't hate me, pls. don't go away........
please understand me.... please let me feel that you're still there.....
let me feel your care...... i need it right now.... i need you right now.....
please stay with me and don't leave.....
i feel so down right now... i feel so helplesss..... I've been dealing with some problems right now.
I'm trying to be happy... i'm trying to smile but they seemed so unreal to me.
I smile, I laugh but i am not happy.
I just smile to cover the sadness i have inside me.
But even if i do these things....
I still can't help but cry..... i feel so bad.....
I'm weak... and i don't know how to be strong again....
I don't know how to be happy anymore.....
Please make me strong....i really feel so down lately...
I felt a lot has changed....you have changed......
it's like you're already far away from me.... i can't seem to reach you no matter how i try.....
i have changed and i don't like this.... i don't want this.....
can you just take me? take me away from here and let's just come back to the way we used to be....
things were different now.... I don't know if i'm only feeling it.......
I used to have a good perspective in life... I used to be cheerful....but lately, I don't... I'm not....
I can't explain exactly what i am feeling right now....i am just so down... so much down.....
I don't know how to get up anymore..... i just can't seem to stand up....i can't seem to move....
I don't know what's happening to me...i'm starting to lose everything...
I really have to fix these things as soon as possible....
help me.... help me..... i can't do this alone.....
i'm sorry......
- Mood:
melancholy
heyyah! d2 me ngyn ngnenet s dpitan wid mafe....=)
we're doing our homework in ethics but unfortunately ala kming mhanap so e2 panetnet n lng.....
pamatay oras! coz ayaw p nmin uwi....haha!=p
knina we were in yellow cab, ngtreat c sheena....hehe...17th birthday nya kc last may.....^_^
sOooooper sayaaaah nina!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bonding w/ girlfrndz and papah! hehehe....bhra lng nmin gwin e2....
pero saya tlga...namiz nmin mgbond ng gn2....npg-usapan nga nina n evry friday sna or kht once a wk mgkaron ng bonding n gnun kc masaya....hehe.....sna m2loy....kc enjoy e and pg gnun parang nkakalimutan m mga problema
m s buhay....
drama e nuh?=p ala lng....narealyz q lng, kung ggs2hn nting mging masaya, kaya nmn pala...=)
i'm trying to learn to have a positive outlook in life na....turo yan ni "koya" ron....haahahahaah",)
s ngyn, ayaw q muna icpn ang mga bgay bgay s pligd....i want to be always happy.....i'm quite ok nmn n....^_^
life's just like that, nsa s atin nmn dn ang control paminsan minsan....we just have to learn how to deal with it.
- Mood: happy
kktpos q lng mgchat..e2 wla n qng kcht ngyn dhl umalis n cla.....m22log n......
inaan2k n dn aq e....kzo d q lam bt d q maiwan 2ng pgnenet q....
wish q lng magcng aq ng maaga....wahehe!=p
nanood nga pala aq ng pbb at d q pnlgpas ang mga tagpo.....haha! nakakawindang cla! bwct c wendy! srap tirisin! haha!=p
anyway, s taong nkskt s akin....para s yo e2ng blog q ngyn.....ayuz lng n nsktan m q...wla k nmng kasalanan dun.......
at isa pa hnd m nmn alam n nsktan m n aq.....
pero sna lng d k n mging manhid...kc nakakagago e.......nakakabobo.....nhhrapan aq s yo..........
d q lam bkt, pero d aq glt s taong un........cguro @ ds moment mejo naiirita lng aq s knya........WEIRD!
SORRY. . . mayabang aq e! corny aq! mataray aq e! suplada! maldita! epal! maarte! flirt! malandi! hnd aq ngpapakatotoo s kung anong nrrmdman q.....
icpn m n kung anong gs2 mong icpn...pero cguro gn2 lng aq...........
SORRY!!! gn2 lng kc tlga aq e....i'm a worthless and useless person! kaya kung ayaw m n s akin, ayos lng.....u're free to go.....maluwag ang pinto! aba ang taray q ano? hehe....=p
hnd n mahalaga s akin kung anong iisipin m 2ngkol s akin, bsta aq alam q s srili q kung ano at sino ako....i don't wish to please evrybody...tao lng dn aq....hnd perpekto....nasasaktan at umiiyak dn......sbhn m ng iyakin aq, sbrng sensitive....that's all fine with me!
alam q nmn s srili q n nging 22o aq s yo....kung ano man yng pnakta q s yo dti.....aq iyon.....wlang bahid ng pgtatago o pagkukunwari....pnkta q s yo ang 22ong aq...at alam qng alam m un........
i cared 4 u d best way i know and u knw dat.... i know dn n in ur own simple way, npkta m s akin n u cared dn.....hnd lng nga cguro 2lad ng care q s yo...pero auz lng....kht gnun, masaya nmn aq e.....sbrng thankful p nga aq...at leats kht knti, kht sndali nrmdman q yng pgcare m......
pero bkt ngyn parang pkrmdm q gnmit m lng aq?? pkrmdm q user ka.....ayaw q snang sbhn un pero un tlga nrrmdman q s ngyn e....
pero d nmn ibgsbhn n dhl un ang nrrmdaman q e un ang 22ong ikw, d q lam kung user k b o ano? ikw lng srili ang mkksgt ng tanong n yan...auz lng sna e n user ka.....kzo mxado n atang mskt....mxado m n qng nssktan......
alam q hnd nmn aq gnun khalaga sayo....tnggap q n un....pero sna bgyan m nmn dn ng hlga yng mga gngwa q 4 u....sna bgyan m q ng hlga kht knti lng.....kc ang pkrmdm q ngyn, parang itinapon m q e.....parang inichapwera m q.....porket wla k ng kelngan s akin o dhl hnd m muna aq kailangan ngyn......sna alam mong mskt yng gngwa m.....sna mrnasan m yng gn2ng feeling.....kc ang bgat s loob......
i don't hate u bcoz of dat.......i hate u bcoz kht anong gwin m, kht ilang beses m p qng sktan.....i just can't hate u enough...... d q kyang iwan ka, d q mgwang lumayo kht nssktan n aq......kc ikw p dn yng mhlga s akin hnggng ngyn e....sna lng nkkta m un......minsan tlga d q n lam ggwin q s yo.....ang hrap hrap mong mhalin......sna hnd n lng ikw yng minahal q.........sna iba n lng.......
sna one day bgla pg gcng q marealize q n wala n lht ng nrrmdman q para s yo......n hnd n kta mahal.....kc kung kakalimutan kta....wla ring kcguraduhan kung kelan kta lubusang mkakalimutan at kung mggwa q b un......
mdmi p qng gs2ng sbhn.....mdmi p qng nrrmdman at naiicp.......pero hnd q lam bkt d q n mgwang itype d2 ngyn........cguro pagod lng tlga aq....pgod n yng mata q....pgod n yng kamay q.....pgod n buong ktwan at icp q.......at pagod n ang puso q......='(
- Mood:
pissed off
sna my guy best friend na lang aq na lging anjan......
aalagaan, mamahalin ka (syempre bilang kaibigan), at mag-aalala s iyo.....
lalo n pg di ka ok...o nalulungkot ka.....
yung may magpapatawa s iyo.....
iyung may masasabhan k ng lahat ng problema mo....
yung wla kang tinatago sa kanya....yung komportable ka tlga pg kasama mo siya....
yun bang wlang dead air....
hindi ka nag-aalangan sbhn s knya ang khit na no.....
yung masasabi mong kilalang kilala niyo n tlga isa't isa......
yung para n kyong mgkapatid.....
parang gnun n yung turingan nyo.....
yung parang kuya mo......
pgssbhan at pgagalitan k dn pg may mali k ng gngwa......
yung pg broken hearted ka, anjan para icomfort ka.....
yung pg nalulungkot ka, d ka mg-aalangang sbhn at lumapit s kanya.....
yung s srili mo sigurado mong papatawanin ka niya.....
yung hnd ka pa lumalapit alam m n agad ano ung mga reaction niya....hehe....
yung parang nbbsa niyo na ang nsa icp at puso ng isa't isa....
sna tlga may best friend n lng aqng guy......
para hindi gn2 ang pkrmdm......
para masaya.....
para wla n qng hahanapin pa.....
pero sna pg oras n mgkaron n aq ng ganung klaseng bezfrnd n guy.....
sna d n q mahulog muli.....
mali pala.
hindi na ako mahuhulog muli....
dhil ayaw q ng mahulog pa para s isang kaibigan.....
mahirap un.....ilang beses q ng naranasan......
at ayaw q ng maranasan pang muli......
kaya pg dumating yng araw n magkakaron n q ng bezfrnd n guy....
pnapangako ko s srili q at s taong un na hinding-hindi aq mgfofol s knya......
dhil hnd q hahayaang mangyari iyon....dhil un ang gs2 q..........
bezfrnd n guy ang gs2 q.....at hnd kung ano pa man.......
kuntento n aq dun......masaya pa!
haha!=p
- Mood: hopeful
I feel weak...
I am feeling so many kinds of emotions right now....
it makes me not so sure of what i really feel at this moment...
it seems i feel numb.... i don't know what and how to feel already. . .
i have cough and colds today...but that's not my concern....
i think i feel this way not because of any physical sickness......
but because of some sickness that's hard to cure....
sometimes i just don't know what to do......
i'm sad....
i'm hurt......
but nobody deserves to be blamed for what's happening to me.....
i guess it's all about me....
what i feel....how i feel.....
i should be the one to blame.....
my mistake....
i should have never allowed myself to fall......
to fall so hard.....
and now i don't know what to do anymore......='(
- Mood: numb
Lucas: Do not let your fire go out, sparked by irreplaceable spark. And the hopeless swamps of the not quite, the not yet, and the not at all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish. And lonely frustration for the life you deserved but never been able to reach. The world you desire can be won. It exists. It is real. It is possible. And it is yours.
Lucas: E.E. Cummings once wrote, ‘Be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best night and day to make you everybody else. It means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight and never stop fighting.’
Lucas: "And the little prince said to the man, 'Grownups never understand anything for themselves, and it is tiresome for children to be always explaining things to them.'"
Lucas: T.H. White said, "Perhaps we all give the best of our hearts uncritically to those who hardly think about us in return."
Brooke: Someone once said, "It's the good girls who keep diaries. The bad girls never have the time." Me? I just wanna live a life I'm gonna remember even if I don't write it down.
Lucas: Tennessee Williams once wrote, "When so many are lonely as seem to be lonely, it would be an inexcusably selfish to be lonely alone."
Lucas: Shaw was right. As we strain to grasp the things we desire, the things we think will make our lives better, – money, popularity, fame – we ignore what truly matters. The simple things. Like friendship, family, love. The things we probably already had.
Peyton: At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world. Six billion souls. And sometimes all you need is one.
Lucas: Ida Scott Taylor once wrote, "Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone. And do not be troubled about the future, for it has yet to come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering."
Lucas' opening quote: "Do you ever wonder if we make the moments in our lives or the moments in our lives make us?"
Lucas' opening quote: "Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life that you expect it to always be there…because you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't. But then one day you feel something else-something that feels wrong, only because it's so unfamiliar. And in that moment you realize…you're happy."
Lucas' closing quote: "Happiness comes in many forms-in the company of good friends, in the feeling you get when you make someone else's dream come true, or in the promise of hope renewed. It's okay to let yourself be happy because you never know how fleeting that happiness might be.
"Most people are stronger than they know. They just forget to believe in it sometimes." Keith to Lucas
"Looking back on what I said all those years ago, all the hopes and dreams I had, I've come to the conclusion that if having things turn out the way you wanted them to is a measure of a successful life, then some would say I'm a failure. The important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. Learn to let go of the past, and recognize that every day won't be sunny. And when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair remember, it's only in the black of night that you see the stars, and those stars lead you back home.
"So don't be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble and fall, because most of the time the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you'll get everything you wish for. Maybe you'll get more than you ever could have imagined. Who knows where life will take you. The road is long and in the end, the journey is the destination." -- Whitey's time capsule message
"Nobody has all the answers, but we do have all our whys, like why did this happen? Why didn't we see it coming? Why do people watch American Idol?" --Rachel to Lucas
Peyton: [to Lucas] I want to draw something that means something to someone. Like when you go see a really great band live for the first time and no one is saying it but everyone's thinking it... I want to draw that feeling, but I can't.
Lucas's opening quote: "Sometimes I wonder if anything is absolute anymore. Is there still right and wrong, good and bad, truth and lies? Or is everything negotiable, left to interpretation, gray? Sometimes we're forced to bend the truth, transform it, cuz we're faced with things that are not of our own making. And sometimes, things simply catch up to us."
Lucas's closing quote: "Truth is still absolute, believe that…even when that truth is hard and cold and more painful than you ever imagined. And even when truth is more than is more cruel than any lie."
- Mood:
refreshed
I'm cheerful today..I don't know why but I just feel like this...=)
I've been surfing the net for 5 hours, i guess...
hmm..busy organizing my lj acct. and beautifying my friendster and multiply accounts..
i even posted some of my new pics as my display pic for each acct., too absorbed! haha!
I enjoy my hair ryt now..I had put on side bangs....but i feel and think that it's already kinda long ryt now...
i don't know if it's just psychologoical...haha!=p anyway, i'm enjoying the net ryt now....not much is happening in my life....i guess let's just wait and see on the following days...hehe..
I wish it's already june 13...been missing ust already and my blockm8s as well...",) excited to have new classmates and new crushes! c'mon guys hunting! wahehe! =)
nothing to do at home...sOOoper boredom!
well, that's all for now....upd8 u nxt tym! take care everyone! mwah!
- Mood: cheerful
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